No I am not?? Why

Why you want to hide?
When i am ready to get aside.
To remove the darkness of your night.
I am ready to get burnt to give you light.
That hand was of whom,
which came for your help.
Those prayers were of whom,
that longed for your progress.
It was me............
With whom you talked
for first time.
To come here everyday
to meet him was the reason prime.
It was me............
With whom you wanted to
express your feelings.
Upon whom you wanted to
spend your billings.
It was me...............
Who came in your dreams?
Who can take away your screams?
Who never wanted to fight?
Who never went away from your sight?
It was me..............
Why you said that
I am not?
On my life
It is black spot.
What not i have done,
for you?
Even ready to lay my life,
for you.
How much i admire you,
you know.
If you want to test me,
I can show.
And you said that,
I am not.
Why i can't be
that chosen one.
Why i can't be
your destiny.
But i know that
I am not.
pagal................