How I can say you Goodbye!

It was a wonderful surprise.
When you came in front of eyes.
I Saw you and couldn't move.
But there were doubts still to remove.
Aroused not in us but in them.
For those tongue not to utter a word.
We will have to keep a distance,
or leave this world.
But God wanted something else,
for this he changed my fate.
When you were waiting for me
he made me late.
From late i mean to say
i left your world and went away.
From your future i became your past.
In pages of history i was lost at last.
But when i returned back to you,
fighting with God and changed my fate too.
I arrived happily after crossing,
the border of death and living.
But what i saw in your eyes,
instead of waitings there were tears.
Instead of happiness there were fears.
How can you forget those days,
when we shared common ways.
You left all things behind,
even removed me from your mind.
Now for you i am mystery,
for you, i am history.
But you also know,
that you live in my heart.
How can i forget you,
As you are my part.
I can do anything,
Except to tell you lie.
You are my life,
how can i say you Goodbye????????
pagal........