Taste Of Sadness

How can you relish honey,
if you have not eaten sour.
If you have not faced miseries,
how can you demand for more.
Without touching palms of coolie,
you can't know what is rough.
Without looking at bisceps of woodcutter,
how can you know the meaning of tough.
Don't be proud of your intelligence,
it depicts your madness.
How can you enjoy life,
if you don't know the taste of sadness.
But my story is somewhat different,
your roughness has burn't me before softness could call.
In statistics of my love,
there is no increment but only downfall.
Your voice is ringing in my ears,
your image is still in my eyes.
Even if you are away from my sight,
even if distances are more than skies.
I can't see you but can feel your presence.
My relation with mind and heart is stable by resonance.
Mind is pulling me away from you.
Heart is encouraging to move to you.
On one side my whole life is waiting.
On other side but you are standing.
And i am in between,
knowing not where to go.
Only time will tell,
on which path i should flow.
Life is a struggle,
we have to snatch every comfort.
Placing every step carefully,
and escaping from tort.
Without you it is becoming more dreadful.
More than wounds your behaviour is painful.
From your heart if you won't remove cover.
I am the one who will have to suffer.
Because of you and your rudeness.
I am the one who tasted sadness.
pagal................

A Different Letter To You

Listen Hey u over there.
life is not that much fair.
what i thought i never got
You are saying i am cracked pot
How dare u say me like that
i will send u mail & i will chat
ok thats fine that u won't see
and listen i am not free
i am studying the true knowledge
which i can't get from any college
if we will meet then i will tell
who is GOD & who will yell
And listen one thing more
if u don't know ,don't be sure
the reply to me which u send
u didnot delete the attatchment
next time please take care
& don't mail like this, its not fair
write something or say something
as for me u are everything
Where we were i forgot
Ya i was telling what i got
you won't believe i got the GOD
who is helping me against all odd
but still there are many doubts
about which my mind round abouts
WHO AM I ? WHY I M HERE ?
WHY U R TORTURING ME FROM THERE?
WHAT I AM SEEING? ITS ALL FAKE.
WHAT WILL HAPPEN AFTER THE BREAK.?
WILL TO MY LIFE, I WILL SAY BYE?
WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING,WHO AM I????????
but one thing u must know
'coz i am living just for you
if i will remove you from my mind
then no force can bind me of any kind
even now i don't want to live
'coz its right what i believe
the GOD over there is only true
this truth is realised by very few
its you who showed me the way
i am moving toward my goal everyday
all this world is a bit of dust
from my mind u removed the rust
now every thing there is clean & pure
now every thing is right that's sure
BE CALM AND QUITE
DO ALWAYS RIGHT
'COZ THERE IS A DAY
AFTER EVERY NIGHT
BE CLEAN & PURE
ALWAYS BE SURE
'COZ THERE IS A VICTORY
AFTER EVERY FIGHT
SO GROW AND GLOW
GIVE OTHERS BLOW
WHO EVER TEASE U
OR MAKE U SLOW
Look long ago
we were so slow
but life is running out of time
Its moving around
seems so sound
but we have to hurry this time
my exams will be over around 16 may
and i will reach after two day
please do contact on that number
or send mail,please do remember
u said that u will contact
stay on ur words dont forget
there r so many doubts which u have to clear
i m waiting just for those answer to hear
Tell me hey you.
what should i do?
to make u realise
that I love you.
make me restless
to reach the success
Tell me hey yoy.
what should i do?
If you love me
please tell me today
'coz i may not be there
when you will say............
SORRY FOR WASTING UR PRECIOUS TIME.
AS FOR YOU ONLY STUDY IS PRIME
REST EVERY THING IS FINE.
EXCEPT THAT I AM ON CLOUD NUMBER NINE
SEE U SOON TILL THEN TAKE CARE DEAR..............
BYE.
PAGAL

Life and Love

It is difficult to choose one thing in life.
To make career or to marry a wife.
In society it is evil.
Lovers are considered as devil.
But one thing is sure and true.
That true lovers are very few.
They distroy their career and future.
Their life becomes like most pitiable creature.
This happens so because they don't know the exact meaning.
They aren't practicle but only do dreaming.
Not listening to anyone and making future hell.
If someone make them understand, they yell.
But when time is lost.
Then they understand its cost.
Now, no one can change their condition.
To their problems there is only addition.
But to this problem there is one solution.
Isolate yourself from this illusion.
Or to make it your power.
Then you will shine like a star.
I know it is difficult to control emotions.
But it frees you from exhaustions.
If you want to do something for her.
Then do something great like inventing SASER.
For this you would be praised,
and your value would be raised.
Then every one will respect you.
Even she won't suspect you.
If then you propose,
even she won't reject you.
So follow the advise.
Study regularly and revise.
Let that flame burning in you.
It will bring a great surprise.
To enjoy life then you will become able.
And bond of love would be more stable.
pagal..........

How I can say you Goodbye!

It was a wonderful surprise.
When you came in front of eyes.
I Saw you and couldn't move.
But there were doubts still to remove.
Aroused not in us but in them.
For those tongue not to utter a word.
We will have to keep a distance,
or leave this world.
But God wanted something else,
for this he changed my fate.
When you were waiting for me
he made me late.
From late i mean to say
i left your world and went away.
From your future i became your past.
In pages of history i was lost at last.
But when i returned back to you,
fighting with God and changed my fate too.
I arrived happily after crossing,
the border of death and living.
But what i saw in your eyes,
instead of waitings there were tears.
Instead of happiness there were fears.
How can you forget those days,
when we shared common ways.
You left all things behind,
even removed me from your mind.
Now for you i am mystery,
for you, i am history.
But you also know,
that you live in my heart.
How can i forget you,
As you are my part.
I can do anything,
Except to tell you lie.
You are my life,
how can i say you Goodbye????????
pagal........

Sayonara

Now time has arrived
when we will never meet agin.
But we will have to pass
this time with pain.
I know that i can never see you.
But in my dreams i will always meet you.
Now words are not coming out of my lips.
As i am afraid my toungue would slips.
Once, for all i want to see you, feel you.
Once one want to show you how much i admire you.
A doubt is sinking my brain,
How can i bear the parting time with pain.
You should become the solution of this problem.
But you are also part of my problem.
How can i rely on you?
As you are going away too.
I would be left here,
With no one to care.
You would be busy in your life.
and i would be ruined by drinks and pipes.
I will like to share your joy,
when you will be smiling one day.
But when you would turn and see me,
YOU will say,"Sayonara, please go away."
pagal................

Left- RIGHT Conflict

No I am not?? Why

Why you want to hide?
When i am ready to get aside.
To remove the darkness of your night.
I am ready to get burnt to give you light.
That hand was of whom,
which came for your help.
Those prayers were of whom,
that longed for your progress.
It was me............
With whom you talked
for first time.
To come here everyday
to meet him was the reason prime.
It was me............
With whom you wanted to
express your feelings.
Upon whom you wanted to
spend your billings.
It was me...............
Who came in your dreams?
Who can take away your screams?
Who never wanted to fight?
Who never went away from your sight?
It was me..............
Why you said that
I am not?
On my life
It is black spot.
What not i have done,
for you?
Even ready to lay my life,
for you.
How much i admire you,
you know.
If you want to test me,
I can show.
And you said that,
I am not.
Why i can't be
that chosen one.
Why i can't be
your destiny.
But i know that
I am not.
pagal................

True Friend

Are you my friend,
tell me just once.
I would be faithful,
for all monce.
If you are my friend,
you will have to follow me.
If my mouth is burning,
would you become honey.
Would you be legs,
if i am lame.
Would you stand by me,
if no one claim.
Would you run to me,
if i am in trouble.
Would you hold me,
when i would trumble.
But why you didn't stop me?
But why do you rob me,
from myself?
What wrong i have done to you?
When you forbade to talk,
I have not spoken a word to you.
But now i feel myself alone.
No one matching with my tone.
So please come back to me,
please do me this favour.
Pagal.............